Life should be better after you live & learn.

不知不觉，你已经离开我
不知不觉，我跟了这节奏
后知后觉，又过了一个秋
后知后觉，我该好好生活

Restoration.

“Would you create, in me, a clean heart, oh God?
Restore in me the joy of my salvation.”

I find myself finding joy in people and in things that are not of you, God.
And finding that my heart is becoming unstable, weary, cheap, and impatient. It’s becoming a heart of stone. Those are easily broken.
Restore me.

Help me break free so I can run after your light so I can give life… Instead of being so selfish, and instead of settling for a life merely chasing people and chasing materials. Only through your unfailing love and your power.

‘Blink’ by Hidetake Takayama + re:plus + Reobert de Boron

Life is fleeting. How do people some go through the cycle of life? I like life with jazz.

Shooting
Blazing
Feeling
Blinking
Affecting
Keeping
Rolling
Waiting

Today, I almost stepped on this flower so to make amends, I set it higher for all to see.

This life-changing view.
I will walk out a person with a different destiny.

Experiencing a story within a story.

2 days ago, I had a dream where I watched a movie and then I went back to my daily routine to do things. Then when I tried to remember what I watched in the movie, I could only remember pieces of it and had forgotten most of the movie. So I had to go about the rest of my day just not knowing…

And THEN i woke up. I woke up to realize my sense of ‘real life’ was only in that dream and that now I was in real life AND that the movie I watched doesn’t even exist. So in a sense, I had a story within a story. This is by far the most complicated dream I’ve ever had in my life.

‘I’m gonna send the rain your way.’

I used to think sending rain to someone was a terrible thing and it’s only further exacerbated by desert-like chords at the end of the song. But look at this way: One person’s rain could be another’s sustenance.

What is rain in a desert? Life.