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June 2013

15 posts

Consideration.

Something I noticed recently: When I go out with people my age, or around my age, people understand that we make our own fun. A good time is what we make of it, and taking public transit is part of it. Even when we are quiet or bored, at least we are sharing the same experience.

When I go out with younger people, like people in highschool, they tend to see me as responsible for their fun. It’s a strange feeling because leaving my life in the hands of someone else is now an ancient concept to me. To be blamed for things out of my control is strange too, because I know it’s not my fault. So I have to remember that some people still need to be taken care of and I have to take their life stage into consideration.

After 3 years of being around highschoolers as a ‘small group leader’, I’m only learning now that to be a small group leader is to live life together with them, and this includes not taking many things personally as well as just doing things that need to be done. It means being a friend, and concealing the fact that we’re being an adult guardian as well. This also means not feeling the need to bring it to their attention as well and not needing recognition, because this amount of needed consideration is nobody’s fault.

Jun 18, 2013
“Starving for truth, I’m closer to where I started chasing after you.” — Lifehouse
Jun 17, 2013
#lyrics #lifehouse #hanging
I take your invitation,

And you take all of me.
Now I’m falling even more in love with you.

Jun 17, 2013
#lifehouse #hanging by a moment
New skill.

When meeting someone with different interests, even if those interests or opinions are actually opposite of your own, just ask, ‘What do you like about it?’. It’s much more interesting and more social than just saying you don’t like whatever they like.

This happened with The Great Gatsby movie and it just popped in my head. Some kind of heavenly wisdom going on here.

Jun 17, 20131 note
Time Differences

Time differences are a funny thing because other people seem to be living my future. It’s strange to be asked about lunch when I have barely woken and even stranger to be saying good night before my day has picked up. I mean, there’s still lunch, and biking, and two whole games of ultimate frisbee to play at the park before I go to sleep and it’s still the hottest time of the day right now so what do you mean you’re going to sleep?

it makes one day seem so short and truncated. 

Jun 10, 2013
#time #difference #future #long #day #short
“Resistance is NOT futile.” — Waking Life
Jun 7, 2013
#resistance #is #not #futile #change #aware #make #changes #life #waking #movie #quote #active
“To say yes to one instant is to say yes to all of existence.” — Waking Life
Jun 7, 20131 note
#waking #life #movie #quote #yes #instant #awareness #exisgt #existentialisim #exist
Life is a Dream.

In a dream, there’s a sort of legendary power which affords the dreamer anything they wish to happen. However, that’s not always true because most people claim to usually be observers in a dream without knowing what is really going on. This is true in life too, where each person has power to exact the changes they wish to see.

In a dream, one story could take a long time to unfold when it is really only a few seconds long. In parallel, a life of 100 years is miniscule compared to the millions of years in a universe. Perhaps in this sense, life is a dream.

However, all that occurs in a dream has no direct consequence to the waking life. The most a dream can do is provide food for thought, prompting us to reflect and gain perspective, but actions and decision in a dream have no related consequences once we awake.

This is where life stops being a dream. Although we do have power to make decisions and reach our goals, and a lifespan is miniscule compared to overall history and future, our actions in this life does have direct results in the future. If eternity does exist, then it’s best to live accordingly. So what will you do today that lasts forever?

“But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”

Jun 3, 20131 note
#life is a dream #life #dream #treasure #heaven #power #living #full
La vida es sueno

Life is a dream
by
Pedro Calderon de la Barca

Jun 3, 2013
#life #is #a #dream #spanish #play #vida es sueno #calderon
Jun 3, 20133 notes
#vanilla sky #vanilla #sky #movie #monet #painting #tom #cruise #penelope #cruz #tom cruise #background #beautiful #beauty #life #alive #living #thinking #thoughts #think #wake #up #open #your #eyes
Jun 3, 20131 note
#monet #vanilla sky #vanilla #sky #painting #movie #paint #quote #little #things #life #choice #choices #alive #living #full #fullest #best #decision #big #bigger #consequences #no #regrets
Jun 3, 20132 notes
#monet #vanilla sky #vanilla #sky #movie #penelope #cruz #penelope cruz #tom #cruise #tom cruise #crowe #painting #dream #lucid #waking #dreaming #life #live #living #full #fully #awake #true #reality #real #adventure #regret #reflection #thoughts
Jun 3, 20131 note
#learn #graduation #school #college #degree #student #for #life #choose #skills
Jun 3, 2013
#rain #streets #shiny
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#aircraft #airplane #air #plane #bus #night #sky #photo #flying #fly

May 2013

20 posts

Interpretation of Njosnavelin
summer 2002 competition

the winner of this competition was spinynorman214@aol.com, with the following astounding entry.
[note that this entry is completely ficticious.]

the object of this competition was to transcribe, translate and interpret jónsi’s vocals in the new song njósnavélin (a.k.a. the nothing song). the tricky part about this task is that njósnavélin, like all other new songs, has no actual lyrics. jónsi just sings gibberish that fits with the music so it’s up to the contestants to literalize the sounds and interpret exactly what jónsi is singing about, sound by sound. the contestants were asked to analyze the first verse of the song, amounting to 40 seconds.

in the numerous entries we received, it’s interesting that the majority of them seemed to interpret the song as something emotional and dramatic, such as the end of a relationship or alike (many entries shared a common theme of some sort of loss). some entries were highly profound and poetic, with analytical explanations of the songs in which the level of detail was almost frightening. others chose to interpret the song visually and drew a sketch of what they though the song is about.

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A recent study of mine concludes that the Hopelandic language Sigur Rós uses is derived from a little known ancient language, Essil (roughly translated as “light”). Though its speakers are long dead and their country long forgotten, I have learned about its culture through its surviving art and poetry. “Njósnavélin,” a new song by Sigur Rós, uses a piece of Essilian poetry for its lyrics. Unfortunately, literal or even poetic translation fails to fully explain the concepts behind the words, so an explanation will follow the transliteration and translation. (Although Essil uses its own alphabet, there is as of now no font to type it. A catalogue of the alphabet’s characters and the culture’s artwork might be available in the future.)

Njósnavélin in Essil

(original title: “ete tas Essilev” = “Light’s traveller”)

Essil on
Essil on erifet al
Essil on
Essil on eriftel al
Essil on

(Pronunciation: ee-sile on [long “i,” as in “hi” and long “o” as in “throw”], er-o-fet all)

Literal Translation:

I travelled through light
I travelled through light; I am not afraid
(repeat)

Explanation:

In Essilian mythology, light was the source of everything. People were born of light and remained immortal as long as they upheld nature and light. The preferred communication of scholars and monks was thought and telepathy, which they understood as the pathway of light that bound the minds of all. But for the sake of posterity, they recorded their thoughts in Essil, the language named for light itself.

Their belief was that water preserved light, and from this preservation of light they came into being. This song, “ete tas Essilev,” is an account of their sort of birth… instead of reproduction and natural child-birth, the people of this culture claimed to come into existence from the water and light. The verb “essil” is a concept of both birth and thought. The speaker is talking about swimming in the water before birth, a collection of light and souls (or, arguably, a single soul shared by all). The form “E(e)ssil on” is a first person perfect form of the verb. Our understanding of the perfect form has changed over time. Instead of a single action in the past, the perfect tense here is understood to mean a continuous action… this soul was floating and travelling from the beginning of time, and is still a part of their “essil.”

The alternate line’s “erifet al” is a first person negative present of the verb “rifet,” which means not simply to fear, but to be incredibly fearful, to be terrified. Why would one consider birth fearful in the first place? Surely with such a languid tone and the lazy repetition of phrases and lines, this is not a song of fear, nor is it a song of the abscence of fear… it speaks of a peaceful ignorance. The present here, too, is not to be taken in its true form. Rather, it means the person was not afraid at birth, nor are they now. The explanation of this is the Essilian culture considered coming into existence and existence as the same thing, a continuing and never-ending process. So where does fear come in? The Essilians are doing two things: first, they are praising light, Essil, for its comfort and power, but secondly, the speaker is asserting his belief in Essil… therefore he is speaking of his trust that he will continue existence and not be revoked his life (a thought expressed in the noun/infinitive “ocente”).

Taking all this in mind, a poetic translation becomes more possible. But, for the sake of the original scheme, it is necessary that its simple repetition and ideology be preserved. Thus the poetic translation:

In this lake of souls
In this lake of souls, I lose all fear

May 18, 20136 notes
#sigur ros #sigur #ros #njosnavelin #nothing #song #essil #mythology
Sigur Rós - Untitled 4 (njósnavélin)

Untitled 4
Njosnavelin/Spy Machine/Nothing Song

Sigur Ros

Essel on
Essel on, erifet all
(I travelled through light, I am not afraid.
In this lake of souls I lose all fear)

May 18, 20137 notes
#sigur ros #sigur #ros #untitled #4 #nothing #song #nothing song #njosnavelin #chill #dream #slow #beat #tunes
“Don’t be defined by what you didn’t know or didn’t do. You’re deciding your life right now.” — Meg Jay; TED Talk
Why 30 is not the new 20
May 16, 20131 note
“The best time to work on your marriage is before you’re in one.
Picking your family is about consciously choosing who, and what, you want rather than whoever happens to be choosing you.”
— Meg Jay; TED Talk
May 16, 2013
“Make no mistakes. The stakes are high.” — Meg Jay The 30s Are Not The New 20s
TED Talks
May 16, 2013
#ted #talk #identity #adult #development #career #choice #goal #work #job #love #choices #family #relationship #school #chance #opportunity #defining #decade #time #ambition
Rhetorical questions.

I hate when people ask you rhetorical questions when they’re sad because you want what they want just as much as they do, possibly more, yet can’t agree because you’re supposed to be supportive by encouraging them to think otherwise, rather than lingering in this melancholy together and rather than enabling this sadness because this sadness is what you have always had towards this topic yet could never express, because it’s a rhetorical question.

May 15, 20133 notes
#rhetorical #question #questions #support #friends #sad #allow #suppose #enable #way #out #express #yourself #being

Always falling for the travel bug.
Only known cure? Imminent departure.

May 14, 2013
May 13, 2013
Ascent.

Depending on the time, if you leave the sunlight and entrust yourself to another entity, you risk losing the sun entirely.

Today, I descended below the concrete world and stepped into a world consisting of electricity, and plastic and glass walls. I last saw the world in in its summery state complete with a setting sun and warm, dry air.

Upon ascent, the world was dark, the sun was gone, and covered in the stains of rain.

May 12, 20131 note
#rain #vancouver #van #city #summer #transit #weather #change
Life should be better after you live & learn.

不知不觉,你已经离开我
不知不觉,我跟了这节奏
后知后觉,又过了一个秋
后知后觉,我该好好生活

May 11, 20131 note
#jay chou #jay #chou #tornado #love #lyrics #mandarin #chinese #taiwan #taiwanese #song #pop #words #goodbye #fast #vanish #gone #think #realize #life #better #good #time #pass #by #bye #you
May 9, 20132 notes
#granville #island #vancouver #nature #tourist #summer #day #holiday #tree #scenery #lake #water #photo #relax
May 9, 2013
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#filter #double #lo fi
This is what it comes to.

Hypothetically speaking,
if you were to ask me about her,
I’d probably say, ‘No.’ and then everything else would proceed.

But, of course, to live life on such passive terms, waiting for hypothetical situations to arise, is far too bland.

So I call this current time period, Patience.
Just be patient.

When this time is up,
Either, I will be ready,
Or, when you hypothetically ask me about her,
I would say, ‘Yes,’ and then everything would proceed.

May 9, 20131 note
#hypothetically #speaking #words #writing #write #practice #everyday #habit #quote #hypothetical #imagine #imagination #creative #love #poem #ask #questions #patience #time #wait #yes #no
“What’s right? Ironic that all my intelligence doesn’t help me solve a
problem like this.”
—

— Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes

Charlie’s realization that intelligence has no overlap with morality.
Reading this book conjures only appreciation for our effortless ability to imagine, remember, and converse with ourselves.
 

May 4, 20138 notes
#flowers for algernon #flowers #for #algernon #daniel keyes #daniel #keyes #book #literature #psychology #psyc #mind #intelligence #iq #moral #dilemma #dilemna #morality #intel #decision #making #heart #brain #read #quote #shrot #short #story #irony #problem
“Burt is a gradulate studint and he is a majer in psychology like the name on the door to the lab. I dint know they had majers in collidge. I thot it was onley in the army.” —

— Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes

HAHAHA. Majors existing only in the army…

May 4, 20132 notes
#truth #flowers for algernon #flowers #algernon #daniel keyes #daniel #keyes #graduate #student #psychology #school #college #university #major #army #general #lab #thought #perception #assumption #expectation #book #literature #quote #read #good
“She said this test and the other one the raw shok was for getting persinality. I laffd. I tolld her how can you get that thing from cards that sombody spilld ink on and fotos of pepul you dont even no.” —

— Personality in ‘Flowers for Algernon’ by Daniel Keyes

Good question. How can you get someone’s personality from ink blots and from their made up stories of people they don’t even know?

May 4, 20131 note
#personality #rorshach #ink #blot #ink blot #iq #psychology #intelligence #science #flowers for algernon #daniel keyes #flowers #for #algernon #daniel #keyes #literature #quote #book #read #truth #wisdom
“I dont see how they will know what is going on in my mind by looking at these reports. I read them over and over a lot of times to see what I rote and I dont no whats going on in my mind so how are they going to.” —

— Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes

It’s true. It’s too easy to reduce people to mere psychological reports. People have access to their own minds and still have yet to understand themselves.

May 4, 20133 notes
#flowers for algernon #flowers #for #algernon #charly #charlie #daniel #keyes #psychology #mind #iq #intelligence #surgery #thought #behaviour #personality

April 2013

28 posts

Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013
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Apr 28, 20133 notes
#gift #present #birthday #blessed #friends #wrapping #wrap
  • 1: Please don't be in love with someone else.
  • Please don't have someone waiting on you.
  • 2: I never was in love with someone else.
  • I never had someone waiting on me.
Apr 28, 20131 note
#JUST HEARD ENCHANTED LOLL #adam young #taylor swift #enchanted #red #speak now #owl #city #owl city #taylor #swift #cover #response #lyrics #music
Ancient novella

He greets her in Latin, only to be answered, “If you wish to speak to me, you must do so in German.” When he addresses her as if she were the girl of his dream, however, she looks at him without comprehension, gets up and leaves. Hanold calls out after her, “Are you coming here again tomorrow in the noon hour?” But she does not turn round, gives no answer, and a few moments later disappears round the corner. Hanold hurries after her, but she is nowhere to be seen. What follows is his quest to determine whether the woman he has seen is real or a delusion.

— Gradiva by Wilhelm Jensen, 1903

This is a book about dream interpretation and delusions <3

Except this is as much as I’ll get to read of that story. It’s the English part posted on Wikipedia.
The original is in German T_T

Apr 21, 2013
#german #gradiva #statue #rome #low #relief #wilhelm #jensen #freud #dream #delusion
The present is a gift.
  • 1: Ready to go?
  • 2: Can't be more ready than we are now.
Apr 20, 2013
#ready #to #go #now #time #present #future #chance #opportunity #carpe diem #seize #day #moment
Restoration.

“Would you create, in me, a clean heart, oh God?
Restore in me the joy of my salvation.”

I find myself finding joy in people and in things that are not of you, God.
And finding that my heart is becoming unstable, weary, cheap, and impatient. It’s becoming a heart of stone. Those are easily broken.
Restore me.

Help me break free so I can run after your light so I can give life… Instead of being so selfish, and instead of settling for a life merely chasing people and chasing materials. Only through your unfailing love and your power.

Apr 18, 20132 notes
#restore #in #me #joy #salvation #your #power #love #psalm 51 #psalm #hymn #bible #switchfoot #prayer #amen #pray #hope #life #give #god #selfish #guard #fight

loubbit:

Lyrids meteor shower on April 22nd, 2013.  Best view times after moonset or around 4am.  Visible worldwide.

I’m staying up fo sho

WORLDWIDE

Apr 18, 20133 notes
Apr 17, 20131 note
You Can Hear (Ni Ting De Dao) Jay Chou 周杰倫

Nostalgic for music from my Jay Chou phase.
One of the good old ones.

静静看守这份爱
知道不能太依赖
怕你会把我宠坏

Apr 16, 201316 notes
#jay chou #ni ting de dao #ni #ting #de #dao #you #can #hear #it #old #school #flashback #music #taiwanese #pop
Apr 15, 20134 notes
#ceramics #clay #art #class #fun #education
Apr 15, 2013
" Though the truth may vary, this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore."

— Of Monsters and Men

Hehe. Internal rhymes.

Apr 11, 20133 notes
#lyrics #monsters and men #monsters #men #rhyme #internal #poetry #poem #ship #journey #little #talk
Play
Apr 9, 20134 notes
#flume #aus #flumeaus #taku #ta-ku #higher #remix #battle #music
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